not about

not about to give up
not about to die
not about to lose the thoughts
that opened up my eyes
not about to love you
i'll love myself instead
i'll love my heart
and love my soul
and keep my ego fed

not about to hate you
not about to fall
forgiveness is my calling now
forgiveness is my all

jesus christ, i loved you
i loved you til the end
i loved you til there's nothing left
here's to being friends.