i'm still here

i never went away
i never went astray
i never walked too far behind
the things you said today
i never wished for anger
i always wished for peace
i xd out things that brought me
fear and pain
and simply sought release
your voices always haunt me
i guess they always will
remember the mosquitoes
from the time up on the hill?
remember all the times we spent
remember all the pills?
remember all the deathless nights
we spent together there?
remember all the deathless days
we both thought that we cared?